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To feel you, in my arms, Holding you so close, The fact it’s always so brief, That’s what hurts the most I know the pain your felt, I’ve seen it in your eyes, I’ll never be able to heal that, But would to be able to try My thoughts for you are a secret, I could never explain them clearly, I do believe you are aware though, I will always love you dearly

This picture best says it all Not sure the link works so I have tried to put it down the bottom too http://cuiyu.deviantart.com/art/A-father-should-never-14667107?q=1&qo=1 I spoke about the up coming anniversary a little while ago and it's fast approaching now, too fast. Maybe this is the sort of thing I need to write in a journal? Ah who cares it needs to come out so this is as good a place as any. Just last week I heard someone in the pub talking about a life changing moment and then went on talking about some inane dribble and I switched off. A life changing moment is when your life not only changes completely but splits in two, the be

Another anniversary seems to be fast approaching. Reality is it's still along way to go, just over two months but it's a four year anniversary. Every mention of the World Cup just logs another reminder of this time back then, the laughs the fun the just being with each other. Getting ready for the World Cup, debating our chances, long chats between two people with the same hopes, two people with the same dreams, a father and son bonding. And then, before the right time it's snatched away. Not a happy person today

I see you in the shadows, your body catching the moonlight, exaggerating each smooth curve, highlighting your beauty, elevating it. But with your face is still hidden from me, still darkened, still a mystery you choose to keep away from me. Oh how I want to reach out and touch, to feel that beauty, to hold it, to enjoy it, to make it mine, but deep inside I dare not spoil this moment. How could I take what is so beautiful, so unspoilt and so unsoiled? How can allow my lusts to destroy what my eyes behold but oh how I want you. And I wander if you want me too.